THe Holy Spirit also know. I truly pay this thank You letter will show my gratitude for Your payers to save me from myself and keeping me in our Fathers saving grace. I know I have messed up alot in the past night years after Chris shot me. I have taken everything that happened out on others who had nothing to do with what happened to me. I have known the Lord, but not like I should of. Maybe I did but, never listened to Him. Your love for me keep me a livethe night I was shot. I thank You for keeping alive. I am sorry for letting You down as well. Nine years I did nothing but waste it on getting high and treating John like crap for the last 6 years, and yet he stayed.
Love is not a feeling it’s an action word. Father God thank You for showing me that Chris really treated me like crap. He lies, beat me, cheated and amost killed me. I grieved him thinking I loved him. I do love him. But, Lord Jesus I have to let him go. With letting him go the pain of what happened will go as well. I do feel bad for not getting your ashes as the funeral home. You don’t deserve that, but I would of been left as well. But, did’t want that for me. I am sorry for that. Chris, i am letting go.
Father God thank You for bring John Zakrzewski in to my life. I remember him setting across from me at dinner at the mission. Once I seen him I wanted to get to know him. Father God in Jesus name thank You for allowing John into my life. Holy Spirit thank You for being so gracious of Your patience and love with John and I. Six years and going on a 100 years. Holy Spirit You are my true Soulmate. Father God when You in Genesis 2:24- That is why a man leaves his father and mother and is united with his wife, and they become one flesh. There is no paper saying we have to be married, but if you put us together is it Your Covenant that’s more important than that of a piece of paper. I believe Your Word says it all. Two become one. There is our soul which is one, that belongs to You, our Lord Jesus, Your Living and Your Holy Spirit Who lives in us is our Soulmate. Thank You, Father God in Jesus name Amen
I truly love John the way I love You Lord. You are first in our heart. There is no one but You. No other God nor will there ever be. This world may fade away but Your Word lasts forever.
I am thinking of John right now. I can remember him always bring things home to me when he worked at Life Bridge. John didn’t not knowing for my drug abuse for about 6 months into our ralationship. He didn’t like it. But, December 2015, I was put in the hospital because I had a miscariage. I had a hysterectomy, and only one ovary left found out my tube grew back. That devastated John and I both. I don’t ever think John and I ever reallyh grieved the lose of that baby. It’s a what if question? Lord, I miss John and yes I am all over the place with our marriage. for everything i have doen to John he has never walked out on me. Because the first words out fo his mouth is he loves me. Lord thank You for a man who does fear You and I didn’t even see it until now. Father God thank You in Jesus name for hearing our prayers in Jesus name.